July 12, 2011 marked the completion of my first year post MBA.
Not sure how to feel about all that has happened in a year.
I'm no longer managing a band. I tried and failed miserably.
I still have my job and I love my job....
But it's not my dream job.
Ain't I suppose to be living the dream. WTF am I doing wrong here?
Don't get me wrong...I work for an amazing company and amazing people. I have been supported in ways I never thought a company could support an employee. I am grateful and humbled by the care and support I recieve everyday from the company I work for.
But there is always this feeling in my stomach...this knowing in my heart, that I am not doing what I was put on this earth to do. It keeps me awake at night. It sometimes brings tears to my eyes when the emotion catches me off guard.
SIGH
How will I get it together with all that is going on in my life? The year after I have the answer to this question is the year I will make over a million dollars.
In the middle of career angst,
FARE
Don't be discouraged, Fare. Any great business leader will tell you they learned more from down times than they did from good times.
ReplyDeleteFigure out how to create value and the doors will sling wide open.